11:26 a.m. - 2006-03-03
I dislike living in the tension between two worlds. But what I am having to ask myself these days is: am I resistant to change because Iím afraid of it? Or is it because I donít like the direction the change is going?
I donít have any answers these days. My brain is in meltdown mode and I seem unable to stop it. My gut reaction is to flee, but the problem with fleeing is - eventually Ė it all catches up to you again. Iíve been that route many times. I donít want to do that anymore.
Do you know anyone who could use a tired, old, Childrenís Ministry Church worker?
(Selling myself Ė not one of my strong points)