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11:50 a.m. - 2006-02-14
Funny this (above quiz) � I�ve decided that I�m the Ebenezer Scrooge of Valentines Day. Oh, don�t get me wrong. I�m extremely happy for all of you love bugs our there. But personally � I�d rather sleep through today. I gave my sweetie a nice hand-made (by me) card this morning; some chocolate, and some poetic word magnets for the fridge. He gave me a card. However, I did inform him that he�s paying for the movie tonight. The I don�t just mean concerning Valentine�s Day. I mean in general. My husband continually tells me that he has NO expectations � on anything or anyone. My first thought is �that�s impossible� � isn�t it? Don�t we all have expectations? Isn�t that all part of disappointment? Before I was married I absolutely hated Valentine�s Day. It�s a stupid day, for people who have nothing better to do with their lives. Or rather, that�s what I thought and stood behind. I�m wrong, of course, but I can�t help wondering why this day � more than most � creates so much anxiety for people. I�ve read it time and time again on blogs today. Single people that yearn for a relationship and think that�s the answer to their expectations around Valentine�s Day. You couldn�t be more wrong. Marriage gives no assurances that your expectations surrounding Valentine�s Day are vanquished. I admit that this is quiet possibly just me speaking. I have sometimes felt the loneliest on Valentine�s Day while being married. And even as I write that, I know it all boils back down to my unmet expectations. Darn I hate that word! Oh Lord, please just let it be February 17th when I open my eyes in a second. But even as I write that I realize that God has given me the best Valentine I could possibly have � His Son. Happy Valentine�s Day � I love you one and all.
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